Happy Christmas

I’ve been going out with some friends on my floor recently, just having fun. We’ve also done some Christmas shopping…

Everything up here is so beautiful. Night comes early and the whole town is lit up. Our hall is absolutely covered in Christmas lights. It’s all so cozy, and I don’t have finals, so I’m on a bit of a mini-vacation at the moment. It makes me really look forward to coming down to Arizona and seeing friends and family. It’ll be the first time that I’ve “come home for Christmas,” since I usually leave for Christmas.

So I’m loving it. Merry Christmas!

A very Merry christmas
And a happy New Year
Let’s hope it’s a good one
Without any fear

(War is over, if you want it…)

 

Slumber party!

It’s the weekend. I have no finals until Wednesday or Thursday, so I’m getting an extra-extended weekend. I like it.

The whole week of finals, starting last Friday, is 24-hour quiet hours in the dorms, so it’s been extra quiet around here. So I’m a little bored. But it isn’t so bad… Last night nine people on my floor carried our mattresses out in the floor and had a slumber party.

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So I have some time to burn, and a bit of studying to do. I’m not too worried about finals, but I don’t know any of my grades at this point.

Pretty much done with my first semester here, and I’m happy with it. CSU was a good fit for me.

I can’t wait to see everyone in Arizona. I miss you guys!

Mirrors & Smoke

I don’t post lyrics much, but this is a good Jars of Clay song that I guess applies to me right now somehow 😛

You can listen to it here – the song is called “Mirrors & Smoke,” click the little grey play button.

It sounds very Bob Dylan-esque musically, but the lyrics are nowhere near his caliber.

I’m feeling older than my years
I’m feeling pain inside my chest
It’s love that keeps me silent
It’s my silence that you detest
Rivers flow into the oceans
And oceans never fill
I want to kiss your lips, but I know I never will

Love’s a hard decision to risk impending choke
But love will keep you wishing
And my heart will keep me broke

I blew flowers, gave you candy to even out the guilt
I sent you greeting cards with messages that I could never write
Rivers flow into the oceans
And oceans never fill
I want to let you know me
But I know I never will

Love’s a contradiction
Many mirrors and smoke
Love will keep you wishing
My heart makes me broke

You will always want me
And I’ll always want to leave
Even though I cut your wounds
You still deny they’re real
Rivers flow into the ocean
Oceans never fill
I want to lay my life down
But I know you never will

Love’s a strange condition
With all the doubts it can invoke
Your love keeps me wishing
And my heart keeps me broke

Baby, don’t you cry, ’cause I got it all figured out
You always make me sad
But that’s what true love is all about
Rivers never fill the oceans
But oceans always feel
The waters reaching deep inside them
I guess they always will

Love’s a constant mission to a world you never spoke
Love, it keeps you wishing
My heart, it keeps me broke

A few more thoughts.

So, the coffee on CSU campus has always sucked. I generally steer clear of any coffeeshop that serves Allegro coffee, but for some reason, CSU Allegro is really… nutty.
When I was going to MHS, Gold Bar was really the perfect spot: good local coffee right between me and class. Now there’s nothing acceptable between me and school, so I’ve been going without (and avoiding the highly productive study sessions that coffeeshops yield for me).

But Rockwell Hall (the business college) just opened up its own coffee cart, which I’ve been saying they needed to do all semester.
And they don’t use the same old crap. It’s some local coffee brand. And it’s really good (or at least the first cup was).
This is the building where most of my classes will be.
This is the building where I work.
This is a very good thing.

[warning: meaningless nerdiness ahead. feel free to skip.]
I’ve been running Windows Vista again… the OS itself is stable, but right now the third-party drivers really suck. As in, I get the Blue Screen of Death on a wired ethernet connection, and if I want to use the wireless at CSU, I have to track down some beta software that works about 70% of the time. I got really frustrated with it again today, and booted back into Ubuntu Linux…
I swear. Ubuntu is like a breath of fresh air. It takes up a THIRD of the RAM that Vista does, boots twice as fast, and is way more stable. It helps that it’s fairly barebones, and you just add the components that you need. I guess computers are like cars: XP is the sedan that everyone drives- it works well for everyday tasks, breaks down once in a while, and is a good day-to-day vehicle. It’s not good for big demands, and forget cramming a lot of people in it.
Ubuntu is a Jeep. It’s light, versatile, and you can add or subtract parts to your fitting.
Vista is a blinged-out Escalade with chrome spinners. And horrible resource usage. And yes, it’s ridin’ dirty.

Sorry.

But seriously…. this thing has CRAZY resource usage. In Ubuntu today, I was able to convert a gigabyte of FLAC files to MP3. That’s a decode operation followed by an encode one. It only took 12 minutes.
And this is with really good SMP support built into the kernel, so it was chugging along, devoting the whole task to one core at 90% usage, while the other one happily processed my other tasks at the same time: playing MP3s, running about 4 tabs in Firefox, chatting in Gaim, and some more stuff, too. No noticeable speed impact whatsoever.
Oh, and did I mention that this whole time, I had over 60% of my RAM free? This thing is a beast when I get it away from Windows.
[/nerd rant]

I’m girl-crazy again. It sucks. I think I’d rather be single. Relationships get so lame when they get so crazy. Damn hormones.

I’ve listened to nothing but The Beatles for the last two days. It rocks. I have the complete collection now – every Beatles song officially released. In MP3 form, it weighs in at just under a gigabyte, so the money-wasting side of me is tempted to buy an iPod shuffle just for Beatles tunes.
(I won’t do that. I’m not that crazy.)
I’m realizing that in order of frequency, when it comes to Beatles songs, my favorites are most often written by George. Then Paul. I’m kind of wearing out on John- he gets annoying when he’s whiny (although there are many, many, many exceptions).

I really wish I could take a couple of weeks off and do nothing but drum on a good acoustic kit, as if it were practice for a profession. I desperately need people to jam with. Canned music is getting very, very old.

Finishing strong (hopefully)

I’m in the last real week of school now. Today will be the worst – I had a presentation at 7 am, and I have a tough econ test coming up in a couple of hours. I got all spiffed up for the presentation, shirt-n-tie-n-stuff… felt snazzy. I think I am slowly being brainwashed by the degree program called “Business Administration.”
I had to spend half an hour on tie-a-tie.net to figure out how to get the darned thing on, though :-/

So from here out, I have that econ test (blog faster, Zeke!) and a tough Spanish essay on a piece that has me running to the dictionary for every other word. After that is finals week, which consists of two optional finals that I will take (CIS and Econ) and a last entomology test.

I have like… no idea of any of my grades. That bothers me. It’s hard to find out, too… Most classes post scores on WebCT, but they don’t even convert anything to percentages. And it doesn’t account for grade weighting, so if your prof weights grades, you’re screwed.

So I think I’m doing well in my classes. But who knows? It feels like a shot in the dark.

I can’t wait to get back to Arizona. I really miss all of my friends.

Christmas 2006

It’s that time of the year again…. where my mom starts bugging me for my Christmas list. I can only think of a few things this year, but here they are:
NOTE: This blog is read by friends, family, strangers, and, apparently, professors researching political blogs. So don’t assume that by reading this post, you are expected to give me something.

  • $ for a fridge/freezer/microwave (my roommate is moving out at the semester, so I’ll need to replace his)
  • This shirt. I’m a medium.
  • Cool music that I haven’t heard before
  • Live Phish Vol. 13 (Halloween show where they cover the White Album in its’ entirety)
  • Star Trek: The Next Generation season DVDs (I prefer later seasons to earlier ones)
  • An official announcement of your candidacy for President in 2008 (but only if your name is Barack Obama)
  • $ to help rehaul Tiberius, my lovable two-wheeled companion. He’s taken me thousands of miles, and he’s got a long time left in him, but it’s time to give him some TLC: the first serious rehaul.

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What do you want for christmas?