So I don’t know what to make of this…. but everything I do these days feels so different. As if I’m watching someone else’s life in a very Being John Malkovich kind of way. It doesn’t bother me, it’s just strange because pretty much everything about my daily life has changed. I don’t know if I’m not following my passions, or if I’m not sacrificing my own will to God, or if it’s maybe even something that I’m doing right… All I know right now is that everything feels so… alien.